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Doctors Notes.

I want to help people in any way I can when things are difficult for them. I think, if I don’t establish a bond with a patient, it is a lot easier for me to help them as I don’t think about it too much once I finish our sessions.

I am fascinated with how the human mind works, how the body works and what causes people to do what they do. Trauma? Genetics? There’s so many different factors as to why a patient does the things they do. Being a doctor or a psychiatrist is really something I strive to be. Working with people of all ages to get to the bottom of why they feel the way they do.

I always have been like that, though.. despite my own antisocial nature, I love knowing the ins and outs of peoples mental states. I study one patient in particular, patient number 13
 They’re interesting and the way their brain works is always so fascinating to me. The consistent ‘why’s’ that circle my mind when I am with it. “Why do they do these things?” It always makes me wonder.

Recently, they have been painting more and getting in touch with the outside of the hospital. Makes me feel proud, in a way. It has been painting landscapes and sometimes I even catch them painting me, haha. It’s quaint
 Still experiencing their symptoms of mental illness, it’s gotten worse despite going outdoors and connecting with nature and its old hobbies. Not only that, but we have to sit them down in a wheelchair so they can paint so it isn’t a strain on their legs. I feel for the thing.. but what can I do but be its personal doctor, right?

I promised to take him away from all of this.. It trusted me with certain things that only I know of, and I swear to keep it to myself. To make sure it’s mine and mine only.. I love their little mannerisms and whatnot. Patient 13 has such a strong mind even if it’s sometimes clouded by thoughts and voices.

Poor kid. Suffering for so long. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure they make it out with me by their side. I won’t leave you.. I love you little A.I.